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If I am not for myself : journey of an anti-Zionist Jew

This is an eloquent and deeply felt memoir exploring the author's complex relationship with his Jewish identity. "If I Am Not Myself" is a passionate, thought-provoking exploration of what it means to be Jewish in the twenty-first century. It traces the author's upbringing in 1960s Jewish-American suburbia, his anti-war and pro-Palestinian activism on the British Left, and life as a Jew among Muslims in Pakistan, Morocco, and Britain. Interwoven with this are the experiences of his grandfather's life in Jewish New York of the 1930s and '40s, his struggles with anti-Semitism and the twists and turns that led him from anti-Fascism to Militant Zionism. In the course of this deeply personal story, Marqusee refutes the claims of Israel and Zionism on Jewish loyalty and laments their impact on the Jewish Diaspora. Rather, he argues for a richer, more multi-dimensional understanding of Jewish history and identity, and reclaims vital political and personal space for those castigated as self-haters by the Jewish establishment
Print Book, English, 2008
Verso, London, 2008
xii, 307 pages ; 22 cm
9781844672141, 9781844674350, 184467214X, 1844674355
Names and faces
The war against analogy
An intimate accusation
The emancipation of the Jews
The prophet Armed
A militant Jew
In ancient Palestine
The war in the Bronx
Diasporic dimensions
Confessions of a "self-hating Jew."
First paperback ed.: 2010